You are not the center of the fucking universe. Get the fuck over yourself.
Better yet, see a fucking shrink.
Friday, May 24, 2013
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Oh, Hello
It's been forever since I wrote on this blog. I've been busy--with work, with hobbies--so I wasn't able to find time to update it. Besides, I don't have much to write about.
I'm doing well in my team. I've gotten the hang of the job and I'm getting along well with my team mates. I guess you could say I've even made friends.
I recently started drawing again and finally decided to put my Moleskine folio sketchbook to use. I got it over a year ago as a birthday present, along with a loot of various art supplies, but never really used it because I felt unworthy of a Moleskine sketchbook. But what the hell. It's a damn sketchbook, so might as well sketch on it, right? It's huge though, so I might get a smaller one, which would be more handy because the folio is seriously hard to fit in a bag. I've been buying pens too, and recently got a travel set of watercolors. I'm very excited to learn painting again. I've given up on it last year, but it still fascinates me so why not give it another shot, right?
IDK. I have hobby-ADD, but I'm hoping I don't quit this time. I really love art, and have loved drawing since I can remember. I don't remember being very good at it though, but that's something I can work on, I guess.
Also, I'm comic-ing. More on that later.
I'm doing well in my team. I've gotten the hang of the job and I'm getting along well with my team mates. I guess you could say I've even made friends.
I recently started drawing again and finally decided to put my Moleskine folio sketchbook to use. I got it over a year ago as a birthday present, along with a loot of various art supplies, but never really used it because I felt unworthy of a Moleskine sketchbook. But what the hell. It's a damn sketchbook, so might as well sketch on it, right? It's huge though, so I might get a smaller one, which would be more handy because the folio is seriously hard to fit in a bag. I've been buying pens too, and recently got a travel set of watercolors. I'm very excited to learn painting again. I've given up on it last year, but it still fascinates me so why not give it another shot, right?
IDK. I have hobby-ADD, but I'm hoping I don't quit this time. I really love art, and have loved drawing since I can remember. I don't remember being very good at it though, but that's something I can work on, I guess.
Also, I'm comic-ing. More on that later.
Thursday, March 14, 2013
031413
While I have not given up on (romantic) love, the thought of not marrying doesn't really bother me. I think it's bullshit that many people feel sorry for people who don't end up with anyone, but what if it's their choice? What if they're happier single? How does perpetual singlehood make them pathetic or pitiful?
There's nothing wrong with such people, but I think there is something wrong with those who think negatively of them. IDK. We're so comfortable with certain ideas we mistake them for truths. Like how we think negatively of a woman having a relationship with a younger man, or how we feel sorry that our neighbor's 11 year old is gay, or how we laugh at the fat girl wearing short shorts and exposing the cellulite on her thighs.
I'm sick of such narrowmindedness. I'm trying to stop talking shit about other people, which is a real struggle. I'm so used to doing it that not doing it is turning out to be a huge chore. But whatever, I don't want to be narrowminded or unkind. Not anymore. There's enough hate and bullshit in the world as it is. Don't want to add to it.
I just realized I haven't written anything in a while. Work has been crazy. That, and I've been busy with my tablet, which my dad sorta got me for my 25th birthday (I asked for it and paid for 1/3 of it). I've also been busy brainstorming for a grand idea I recently came up with, and figuring out how to turn my tablet into an effective digital sketchbook. I have the apps and the tools. I even went as far as buying an expensive stylus for this purpose. Alas, I still can't doodle on my Tab as neatly as I could on an iPad (I have a Samsung).
I won't give up.
I'm in love with life. The thought of wanting to die/disappear sometimes still makes an appearance in my head, but lately it's been keeping away, so it's all good.
There's nothing wrong with such people, but I think there is something wrong with those who think negatively of them. IDK. We're so comfortable with certain ideas we mistake them for truths. Like how we think negatively of a woman having a relationship with a younger man, or how we feel sorry that our neighbor's 11 year old is gay, or how we laugh at the fat girl wearing short shorts and exposing the cellulite on her thighs.
I'm sick of such narrowmindedness. I'm trying to stop talking shit about other people, which is a real struggle. I'm so used to doing it that not doing it is turning out to be a huge chore. But whatever, I don't want to be narrowminded or unkind. Not anymore. There's enough hate and bullshit in the world as it is. Don't want to add to it.
I just realized I haven't written anything in a while. Work has been crazy. That, and I've been busy with my tablet, which my dad sorta got me for my 25th birthday (I asked for it and paid for 1/3 of it). I've also been busy brainstorming for a grand idea I recently came up with, and figuring out how to turn my tablet into an effective digital sketchbook. I have the apps and the tools. I even went as far as buying an expensive stylus for this purpose. Alas, I still can't doodle on my Tab as neatly as I could on an iPad (I have a Samsung).
I won't give up.
I'm in love with life. The thought of wanting to die/disappear sometimes still makes an appearance in my head, but lately it's been keeping away, so it's all good.
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